A lot has happened during the past few days, or rather months, since I last updated my blog.
I am currently occupied by COLLEGE – schoolwork, requirements, org duties, etc. I’m not sure whether I have mentioned this before, but I am currently a college freshman who is already in her second trimester and taking up BS Animation as her chosen course (•́⌄•́๑)૭✧ I joined 3 organizations namely Cinephilia (Film Org), AEGIS (Gaming Org), and Music Org (YESSS I GOT IN YAAAAY 😆). I’ve been pretty busy cramming my studies, drawing and finishing plates (no, not the plate you eat food with lol), improving my skills that are needed in my course, doing org duties such as doing a stop motion for my Cinephilia Org, and at the same time, balancing my social life along with my health and rest time.
That’s why I’m really sorry if I haven’t been posting much. ごめんなさい!~ m(_ _;)m Continue reading “Back From Hiatus”
I really didn’t expect that college would be this FUN 👍 It’s even more fun when the course you’re taking is what you really want or it is your passion 💛 💙 💜 💚 ❤ I met a lot of new humans who became my friends, crushes, professors and even, senpais (NOTICE ME SENPAI! 😄). It’s fun interacting with a variety of people who have different personalities or maybe common interests, etc. You can either learn new things from them or fangirl/fanboy with them lol however…
To be honest, every morning when I wake up and prepare to go to school, I still have this slight anxiety of what today will bring. Like every day was the first day of classes in college 😓😓😓😓😓😓 Like I had to find a way to fit in and not look like a sore loser or loner at the sides. I feel nauseous and kinda wanna throw up. But even so, it doesn’t stop me. Because a big part of me overcomes those anxieties and still wants to attend school and be with her blockmates and friends and learn more about her passion 💕 Things like being greeted by your blockmate with a “Good morning, Sunshine ☀ ” and replying with “Good morning, Starlight 🌠 ” are one of the things that keep me going. That makes me feel you’re free to be whoever you want to be.
So now, I’m not afraid of what tomorrow may bring. Instead, I’ll just face it with a big smile on my face 😁
“Hold on, whatever lies beyond this morning is a little later on. Regardless of warnings, the future doesn’t scare me at all. Nothing’s like before.”
– Simple and Clean by Utada HIkaru
Feelings have been poured out from the soul and into the world so bye bye! じゃあ、またね! ✨
UPDATE ON THE AUDITIONS ON MONDAY!
I might do the Get Up song by Superchick 😜✊ aaaannndd I’m still nervous for Monday AHAHAHAHAHA good thing, I already found someone in our class who’s gonna audition too 😅 WE SHOULD STICK TOGETHER COZ I DONT KNOW I MIGHT HAVE A NERVOUS BREAK DOWN OR SOMETHING HAHAHAHA JUST KIDDIN’ 😰😰😰🔫
Anyways, I don’t know if I’d be able to go on Monday ’cause I’m sick right now 😷 to all of you who are curious how I got sick (and to all those who aren’t) you’ll might want to look at my status at the moment:
//dreams about having a fever//
//gets sick in reality//
WHAT IS THIS SORCERY I DONT EVEN WANT IT 😭😭😭😭😭😭
but maybe I might recover fast since it’s still on Monday and today’s Saturday… oh well. Please pray for me guys HUHU
I’ll just do my best! 私にがんばろう！
So that’s all I have to say for now, bye bye! じゃあ、またね! 💕
Currently listening to Aoi Shiori cover by Amalee and Dima Lancaster 😁✌
So hey there, human.
As you can see from the title, I have another audition to attend to… and I have no idea where I got my spur-of-the-moment-courage 😂 I’m actually panicking and freaking out and don’t know what to do at the moment. Why did I even join the music org in our college? 😂😂😂 Well… Continue reading “Auditions… Yet Again.”
It’s really good to be back writing daily posts in my personal blog 😊 Sorry about the disappearance that I wasn’t able to tell you about my feelings when I graduated last March 21 (Yes, I knoooow… it’s the same day as the 1D Concert here where I live.) and being officially an “old girl” or alumna of my beloved alma mater. Oh, and did I mention, we had a batch song where I played as one of the violinists and it felt really surreal for me. Continue reading “Hey, I’m back!”
Just wanted to share one of my old poems that I had written in English class. It was the very first poem I created which was not super really crappy, even though it’s super random, so I’m fine with sharing it 😜 Plus, I don’t write poems that much… I’m more of a novelist than a poet 😉 It still doesn’t have a title until now so for now, that over there and up there will be its temporary title. Anyways, here’s how it goes… Continue reading “The Red String”
I’ve been feeling so nostalgic and sentimental nowadays.
I’m gonna miss everyone.
I think I’ll burst into tears during graduation.
But I also want to graduate already.
I just want to lie on my bed and sleep and watch drama and anime series, read my books, etc.
I have so much mixed feelings about this.
Only 12 days before our graduation 😭😁😭😁💭